to a friend

I knew that i was so weak to everything

at the night

i recall of my all friends and my all past

you were the doll

as you sit on my legs

i kiss your face and play with you

i can not give anything to you

your future might work step in the hard way

i knew that i have to support for your all

what thing can i give you

what a wonderful life shall i give it to you

did you know

i get in a pain in my deep heart

as you sleep in your a small bed

as i look at you

i knew that i have to raise my power and ability up to high

how so weak power i feel

do not far me away

i will do it well by myself

maybe i will leave the sad place to go to a higher place

do not cry for me

i have to care about them

no matter who i was a father,husband and son

i have to walk to my front of hard tomorrow

cause of i look at her

i understand and i knew

the way will be created by myself

althought i doubt myself

or i was so lonely for a long times for future

just remember that i always remember of you

never forget

i just do it for my hot heart

i thought of it deepen

what can i get

what can i lost

just a few i had

no more i own

no more i lost

everything will be empty as these air gone

maybe nobody recall to me

just i love myself

i have no enourge to face the shock

so that i hide myself

but for them

i have to say goodbye to you

thank you ever to be favorite with me

prefer forgeting to remembering

wish you have a good future by yourself

i can not forget these reponsibility and promise to myself

just one times

i will be to top and i will be back

it is hard time

it is a happy time,too

nobody know what happen with me

i can not do it well

if you remember me for a few time

send a email to me

i trust that you will live well without me

i had they live and love with me

althought it was so boring

i have to finish it

as i had told to you with those things

ever be friend never forget it